a bolt from the blue

where there is love
   there is pain
you cannot even hate
   without affection
so many perceptible reversals
i know your laughter
   and your tears
          the words you are about to speak
i see your resolve
    yet
       i  know you are weak
so  
   if i am there
      when i said i would not be
         is that such a bolt from the blue?

~csr