Thursday, June 26, 2008

through the cracks

chisel-stone surface
yet through your micro-fractures
life springs through the cracks


~csr

Monday, June 23, 2008

to your door



a cogent cerulean sky
the arraign of wind
   a smell of pine and cedar
      harangues my face
         and pulls on my heart
traversing past
   the sleepy water
    on the road to open meadows
      of emerald and gold
outlying silos
   set stoic
     amid crimson barns
and
in steady harmonization 
   of constant flow
     through the countryside
there is magnificence
   to be embraced
      in whichever open bearing
even so
stock-still
  my compass points
    to the overgrown
      and thorned path
         to your door

Friday, June 13, 2008

what comes next

the difference
     a voice can bring
the divergence
   sunlight makes
the certainty
   only eyes can share
and
the contentment
  of knowing
   what comes next


~csr



Tuesday, June 3, 2008

the rest

a mixolydian
     of sensuality
the dominant chord
   leading to the tonic
      they become one
             an authentic cadence…
  and then
         silence.
  the rest

~csr

Monday, April 21, 2008

A Dream






even i cannot listen
     to myself any longer
pretentious comparisons
unrestrained jingles
i'm finding it all  somewhat heavy
it is all so dreadfully thick to cut through
so far in circumference
       to get around
i'm so worn-out
    desiring  only slumber
         to shut my eyes and drift
consciousness is so muddled now
    perhaps my unconscious
       can sort it all out
even the memory of you
    only makes sense now
          when recollected
              as if it were
            a dream



~csr

a dream





even i cannot listen
     to myself any longer
pretentious comparisons
unrestrained jingles
i'm finding it all  somewhat heavy
it is all so dreadfully thick to cut through
so far in circumference
       to get around
i'm so worn-out
    desiring  only slumber
         to shut my eyes and drift
consciousness is so muddled now
    perhaps my unconscious
       can sort it all out
even the memory of you
    only makes sense now
          when recollected
              as if it were
            a dream

~csr

Friday, April 11, 2008

tomorrow

ignorance is bliss
knowledge is sorrow
joyfully loving
what i'll lose tomorrow

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

be happy

age
ripened
    seemingly all at once
and yet
life remains
    lingering
not vibrant
 just
  lingering on
death looming
   in the corner


faculties
intact
sharp as a tac
    hearing un-impaired
        words reverberating
from the next room
   careless words
      true and real
    though
   careless none the less


urgency
to have it all
    in it’s place
       it’s proper order
      her order
with labored breathing
she issues guidelines
"each of you
    return to your homes
      forget all that has happened
      in your past
    live your life anew
and
be happy"


~csr


Monday, January 7, 2008

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

be still



let it slide
let it go
find a new thing
to occupy the moments
a most excellent something
enriching to the soul
let yourself out
breath the air
let it settle
let it come to rest
it is ok
to feel sad
it is normal
muddy water becomes clear
drinkable once again
be still


~csr



 

Sunday, November 11, 2007

enough



with what language
could i possibly remedy?
the understandable wound
i have inflicted

with what melody
could i possibly sing?
that would quiet
your suffering

for upon seeing
i sunk into despair
my stomach twisted
and my heart twinged

the murderous darkness
of my silence
that followed
my carelessness

if only there were
expressions of solace
i could offer you
that could be enough

~csr

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

all we have

The Winter of Discontent
2008 Acrylic on Canvas
River Hunt

all suffer
some
    in silence
others
      in more
         obvious ways
a wrestling
    with our selves
       our desire
        our disease
yet
it bleeds through
   our garments
    our pretense
       and we wear it
     like fashion
only exchanging
      one for another
     forever clothed
     in want of what
   we can't have
   we can't keep
 with complete
 obstinate
  disregard
 for
all we have




~csr

Thursday, October 25, 2007

our most revered

how many things
   we once feared
have now become
    our most revered?




~csr


Wednesday, October 24, 2007

what i wanted to hear

i can sense it approaching
it troubles me so deep inside
the big something
i believe i recognize what it is
change
all my faithful distractions are failing me
nothing can fill the barrenness within me
no one in this place
i appear to be the densest one i know
i suppose it is our nature in common
we see only what we desire
we hear only what tickles our ears
we desire only what is agreeable
not prepared to endure for anything
never embracing the pain of growth
never knowing what it is to stand
how many vain struggles
envision the peace of knowing the way
seeing the path so unmistakably ahead of you
what a burden lifted from you
i have detested my suffering
and fought a excellent battle
i am so weary of fighting now
so tired of asking and not listening
i see it in all areas of my life
things are far simpler then we make them
i have been receiving my answers day after day
they just have not been what i wanted to hear



~csr


Saturday, October 20, 2007

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

who i am



the hardest trials
have become the framework, that
makes me who i am

~csr

Thursday, October 4, 2007

the deep of longing




who can plum the depths
into the heart and center
the deep of  longing?

~csr



Wednesday, October 3, 2007