anymore

so fucking sick

    of my sensitivities

    thought-full-ness

      acting as some type of force field repellant. 

the fact that if i could turn it off …

    it might actually turn you on!?!?

so fucking ready

      to have a lobotomy

      and join the party

        of fuck you ...

            before you fuck me!

         go to red-alert!

            at warp-factor 10

            shred the fucking fabric of space! 

             overload my plasma conduits

              rattle and roll

              until my ship flies apart!

i don’t want to care!

i don’t want to think!

  i don’t want...
     to feel... ... ... anymore.

~csr