do i actually hunger ...
for the appreciation?
can that be
what this is all about…
or at least
more than i had
originally considered?
perhaps
i never did consider…
after all…
it takes something
of a harbinger
for me to dive
that deep
into introspection.
still
i cannot help but wonder
why it feels
so different now.
what could be
the problem?...
and so
i question it all…
the motivation…
the drama…
the need…
and i worry…
what will be left of me…
when i am done?
~csr